Monday, October 5, 2009

Home sickness before leaving home...????????


Well...I chose hostel life...coz 1) My brother did the same..( it's been my attitude since birth--whatever he does i HAVE to do the same!! :D ) 2) I literally day dreamt about the plus points--independance,friends,fun,late night talks, combined studies...If i was able to make that special connection to some of my bbbest friends in two day tours imagine the kind of relations i would be able to make in four long years of being together 24*7???? 3) I craved for a change 4) I wanted to prove myself to myself--that i could take up the responsibility of a hostel life. 5) God chose it too'

Its been almost 2 and a half years..and even now i can't get over the heavy feeling in my heart every time i leave home after my hols. And there are times when all my armours of optimism wears out and i can't help but feel like running home. But there are times when i wonder if i'll be able to adjust back to home life...
I do wish to do my PG staying at home with mum dad and if possible bro ;) coz after that who knows where i'll be..and with whom..!!(YIKESSSS!!!)...
Perhaps it'll be easier then coz of this reason and also coz i have realised that home (thankfully) surely is the safest place to be...

But where would my PG home be..?? trivandrum...??
So is this gonna be my last blog from flat no. 9 ...hyderabad????????
UWaaaaaHHHHhhhh!!!
Will miss you home sweet home...
Sorry for such a lousy post....i cant think creatively right now coz i'm in one of those weird moods!

**Some relations are beautiful 'coz they are never fully understood**


My dad is one of those persons who seldom express their emotions...As a kid i remember wondering if he hated me..!! :P One night when i was at my mom's place...almost asleep--my phone rang. It was my dad calling. Thinking he wanted to speak to mom i simply gave it to her. She gave back the phone saying its for me without saying a word to him. Confused and bleary eyed i took the phone...a song played..







Tujhe sooraj kahoon ya chanda
Tujhe deep kahoon ya taara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Main kab se taras raha tha
Mere aangan mein koi khele
Nanhi si hansi ke badle
Meri saari duniya le le
Tere sang jhool raha hai
Meri baahon mein jag saara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Tujhe sooraj kahoon ya chanda
Tujhe deep kahoon ya taara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Aaj ungli thaamke teri
Tujhe main chalna sikh laaoon
Kal haath pakadna mera
Jab main buddha ho jaaoon
Tu mila to maine paaya
Jeena ka naya sahaara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Tujhe sooraj kahoon ya chanda
Tujhe deep kahoon ya taara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Mere baad bhi is duniya mein
Zinda mera naam rahega
Jo bhi tujhko dekhega
Tujhe mera laal kahega
Tere roop mein mil jaayega
Mujhko jeevan do baara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara
Tujhe sooraj kahoon ya chanda
Tujhe deep kahoon ya taara
Mera naam karega roshan
Jag mein mera raaj dulaara

*tears*...
Thanks acha...
*I LOVE YOU*...
I'll always keep this song close to my heart..

P.S. : Salute to the one who wrote the lyrics: Mr.Prem Dhawan..!!