Well,well,well...!! God has waved his magic wand again !!!...
As per plans, we packed all my things and on 29th morning, i was taken to the hospital to ask docs bout the bruise on my face. The doc presribed some medicines and refered me to the dermatologist in Gandhi hospital ( as if i had time to go meet him after standing for hours in the queue !!) After the hospital, i went on a lil expedition around our deeeaar schools, (both old and new blocks) with Shalu.
After that sunny trip, when i got back home, i knew something was going wrong. Those moments i have to confess that i had begun to think a lil bad of God and myself - Why is this happening to me & that to @ this crucial time?? why is it that i am made to go through these freaking fevers and sickness when i'm not with my mother ( i instantly felt guilty wen my brain reminded me of my best bud) Am i so bad?? Am i such a big sinner ???--Mom gave me my lunch immediately.Soon after lunch, i threw up---badly !!! Family got scared and they decided not to let me go !! My ticket was cancelled !!
Then, i took a nap, and after that like magic, i felt okay !!
Many would say it was all probably psychological or some crap like that. But for me and my parents, we saw God's hand in it!! I remember so many other times when i dint wana go to school etc. this dint happen then, why ??!! 'Coz then, God wanted me to go, he knew that it was best for me. Now, perhaps God knew that i had to be with my parents for a few more days, i needed to be, would perhaps be more proper ! :)May be like always, he heard my wish even before i ever uttered it !! Or he might have seen something else, something that i cannot see now, but would see later...The finite cannot measure the infinite....
All i say now is " THANK YOU GOD, TUSSI TOH GREATEST HO JI ...!!" Ummmmmmmm...uah God..!!! Love youuuu... !! :)
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