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Has it happened to any one of you?? Those "blue moments" when you feel dead for no reason?? I simply hate these moods of mine. I mean... God has blessed me with all that i need to be happy about at this point of time...all that i had ever asked for. Isn't it foolish to feel sad about things that thank God didn't happen to me?!! Well, I'm blue now. And i DEFINITELY don't want to be blue for the remaining few days and spoil my vacations--i deserve better and i don't have any right to be the blue me in front of my family and friends. SO, i thought I'll do this simple cute exercise that a coupla my best friends have done ... ;)

i love God when he makes his presence felt...in wierd funny ways..!!

I love my mom when she cooks and keeps cooking food that i love. i love her when she offers me panipuri from the roadside thelawala. i love her when she cries all night because i was barely bitten by a snake. I love her when she accepts the devil inside me and when she so easily forgoes thats dear to her for our sake...

I love my Dad even when he cooks the salty chutney when mum's away. I love him when he comes back from delhi- sweet and loving. i love him when he selects those not-so-selectable dresses in the mall and asks me "isn't it wonderful and classy?" :) i love him when he lets us hog chat and panipuri while he waits in the car.i love him when he uses fork and knife to eat a dosa...

I love my brother when he drops in front of my hostel with bags full of pizzas for all the 10 of us! i love him when he doesn't seem to have any idea about what to talk to me but still takes the pain of taking me to restaurants. i love him when i think of the innocent games that he made me play with him. i love him when i think of our fights. i love him when i think of that poem "My sister" that he had once stuck on our room's door...

i love my cousins for colouring my childhood..my life. i love anu when she listens to my sagas late into night and plays my counsellor. i love ammu when she startles me with her attachment to us and with her sensibility and insight.i love achu when he calls me porcupine! i love my appus..our vishnu when he says "ente karthu chechi"...i love him for all those innocent smiles that pacified me...

i love my grandparents when they wait for us, doors open ..every single year.i love appoopa
when he prays loudly for his wife and all his children and all his grandchildren. i love him when he hears me cough and walks all the way to my room with a torch, only to give me a littl vicks ka dabba. i love him when he makes me gulp down his favourite cough syrup. i love ammamma when she cries while waving me goodbye. i love her when she mothers stray cats and feeds crows.i love her when she says i am her follower..

i love my relatives for all the love, for all those loving gifts, for all those nostalgic crowded trips in hari ettan's car, for all those innumerable gestures that said "we are family" :)

i love my friends when they show they care...they love... When anurupa calls me up ever so lovingly and talks forever! When kanchan gifts me a slam for christmas.When Shalu remains the same even when i dont callher for months.When karun calls up even when she knows that times have perhaps changed against our will.when archu recognises the slightest change in my mood. When ashi nurses me all day even when all of us doubt i have chicken pox even with a sem exam coming up! When Ann solves all my problems as if it were her own, and when she makes me believe that i AM a wonderful person. When Trish makes me believe that she is a true friend even when we must have been together for barely a fortnight. . When arusha kisses me on my forehead and claims its her territory! When pooja talks of me as if i were someone stuck in childhood. when anju and akhu fight so hilariously...When shincy smiles says thank you even when i confess that i had by mistake gulped down her share of milk for the second time! When Liji listens to my shocking confessions and trusts me ...When you gals do all of the above n billions of other stuff .... i can't help but say that I'M TRULY PROUD OF YOU GalS!! ALL OF YOU ROCK!!...ALL OF YOU ARE MY ROCK...

***********THANK YOU GOD***** I AM NOT BLUE ANYMORE********